Scars

you see the scars, you pull away

scared of what you see, you don't know

you never will

your pulling away from me, you see pain

ugly lines, streaking across my skin

but I cut my life, my entire being

all the pain i held within, you ask why

you want to know, but you refuse to hear

what you see on my skin, is what i see in my world

the answers that you fear

while you deny, what you can't see

you can't deny what's there, they are realeven you see that

but I’m doubting you really care

don't tell me to forgive

don't tell me to move on

you have never lived my life

you cant comprehend

the reality I’m in

that to live I grab a knife

i see the beauty

within those marks

to me they are what is real

they are me

i am them

but you will never know how i feel

i am not asking for you to understand

i gave up on that long ago

just let me live my own life

just don't try to change what i know

there are things that areworse then death

why won't you just let me be

go on with your life

back to your ignorance

please just forget about me